Life

I remember college time, in a different time. We must prepare our young adults so much better than we were. Girls and Guys protect your most important asset...YOU. Be cautious yet have fun, don't drink to pass out, everybody is not your friend and hope for your success. Technology can be damaging, so you need to think about your behavior for real, due to the fact, lights, cameras and action people are all around. Guard your privacy. Guard your heart, know that everybody don't love the same, they love for the moment, the feeling of euphoria, the superficial level of sexlove. Enjoy growing up, enjoy meeting new people and having new interactions, but as a adult, protect yourself, disease is real, std, permanent td's ie, herpes, aids, hiv, etc..., So love freely but love with a strong caution, and it's okay to say no. If the mood is not to be, pass, their is no shortage of people. Condoms are cheap and if you don't protect you, who will? Drugs, don't ...

So Black lives Matters, All Lives Matter, yet no one fully knows what is the matter. The matter is I'm tired of babies and children being caught in the cross hairs of adults, who can't control their impulses. I'm tired because everybody feels that only more guns stop bad guns, good people with guns will stop the bad people with guns, not so much, what has been happening is accidental shooting of careless "good" people with guns, who have the attention span of a teetsy fly, but yet have a weapon. What we have is stupid violent criminals, who since have such a love of shooting, should be immediately flown and dropped into some Hot Zone of war and let them shoot away, clearly no life matters to them. They should be sent away and, their families and children will know they actually did something for a purpose, other than driving up and down the street and shooting innocents due to the fact the pin heads you were aiming for are no where to be found, most likely on...

It is so easy to cheat, to sneak to not be faithful. Why? it has no substance. It has no real lasting power. I'm so tired of grown folks who got married somebody, much like a naughty toddler does not have enough to keep him or herself busy, so they go creeping around. One would think you'd know that people love attention is this decade, they crave it, they are attention whores, just waiting for someone to DM, snapchat, click a like button. Could be I'm just getting calmer in these my copper bronze years. I have not felt the urge to dip my toe back into the dating pond, because i'm no longer content to be a notch on the bed post, a call when it's my turn on the rotation. Nor do I wish to have a rotation, it is pointless and it wastes my time and my sexual prowess on a man that I'm not his number one, we can't come together, be together as king and queen and run a empire. I'm not sitting in the court with the jesters and ladies in waiting...wai...

HISTORY LESSON IT IS FUNNY TO ME , HOW THE WORLD THINKS SINCE WE’VE GOT A BLACK PRESIDENT, ALL OUR TROUBLES AND WOES WILL GO AWAY QUIETLY INTO THE NIGHT…..THAT’S NOT IT. FIRST WE NEED TO ADDRESS THE CONSTANT VIOLENCE AND OTHER NEGATIVE INFLUENCES THAT INVADE OUR HOODS. THE DRUG WARS LEFT US A DAMAGED PEOPLE. THE CRACK BABIES ARE NOW ADULTS WITH NO PAST AS OFTEN THEIR MOTHERS AND GRANDMOTHERS AND OTHER CARE KEEPERS GOT LOST AND STRUNG OUT, LEAVING THE STREETS TO RAISE THEM. THE STREET EDUCATION IS NOT WORKING. WE KILL EACH OTHER WITH NO REMORSE AND TALK ABOUT SOME DUMB ARSE “NO SNITCHING” RULE, WHICH IS DUMB, BECAUSE IF YOU RESEARCH AND STUDY, YOU WILL FIND LIKEMINDED NO SNITCHERS IN PRISON, WHILE WHOMEVER TOLD ON YOUR EMPTY HEAD HAS BEEN UPGRADED, DON’T BELIEVE, WATCH ALL THE CRIMINAL SERIOUS ON NETFLIX, HULU, IT ALL ENDS THE SAME WAY…UNCLE SAM, TAKES THE MONEY, YOU GO TO PRISON FOR EVER AND EVER, THE SNITCH, GETS A SLAP ON THE HAND IF KNOWN, IF UNKNOWN, THEY TAKE THE MONEY AND ...

After spending a relatively quiet long weekend. I spent some reflective time watching meaningful movies and such. I watched "And the Band Played On" once again. I wanted to really look at the gridlock those who fought to treat and cure AIDS had to go through. I grew up in a time where their were bath houses and a YMCA I didn't understand what they were or had become until much later. I found it painful to see those lost in the ego fighting and denial of what was an epidemic. I remember hearing some large and in charge folks saying things that hurt my heart. I thought that a disease was just that a disease and working towards a cure should be everybody goals.., but until it spread out among the straight, the sickly and those with a voice that could not be silenced, the media, those in charge, just ignored, ignored all those people dying and withering away. As a Vogue subscriber and fashionista before the word, I knew every designer and photog, when they started myste...

As much as I love the digital age, I also feel it has created some secret bullies..I believe everyone can have an opinion and should be able to speak on it, but does everything have to be so nasty. Every time a crime happens, when I read the comments, It hurts me to see so much hate, when a dream cruise Camaro got stolen and recovered, instead of being happy, some clowns left it alone, I read, oh those people, them people and very derogatory comments can't drive sticks, blah blah blah, who are these idiots, who thinks this, I can drive a stick, been black all my life, I know about a hundred black folks that drive sticks.... perhaps some car thief made a life choice to make that moment their chance to start again on a positive path. The presidential races...omg...some of them are chauvinistic and mean spirited, why can't you just honestly say, hey this is what I'd bring...

Confusion. I watched a special on Meth usage, naturally since I have been told that meth is a clean high and burns out of the system vs. marijuana……which stays in the body. My feelings as a non user. Many of the kids who grew up in the 60’s had kids and if they were living that hippie life, some were, they were using and nursing. Now many of those kids are my bosses and etc., etc. and are just peachy king, so other than giving you a metabolism “slow down” , which is not a great thing, I don’t see it as a “deadly thing”. Meth moms, nursing I find frightening, after watching and doing some reading on this horrible drug. It seems to eat away at the dopamine part of the brain and harvesting all the upper feelings, which leaves you in a panic downer…forever, the brain seems to stop making more. The stuff it’s made with…horrors! And more horrors! How can this not be brain damaging and affect a baby. The paranoia and violence that follow this drug.., but it’s okay to nurse? Special cl...