anger

I'm so tired of dealing with the angry man..I have a 18 year old who is so full of rage, but why? Maybe because his dad never worked and left the weight of it all on me, maybe because the first house I brought got broke into twice, maybe because guys he thought respected him tried to mug him. Could it be the girl he loveddddddddd, who broke his heart sucked the fun out of him. I don't know, I'm doin the best I can, I've been off work since 2007 of course after I purchased my very first house for me and the kids, it was an okay hood in the beginning, but now not so much, all the men moved away leaving a block of single moms, kid moms, divorced moms, auntie's with nephews trying to raise men. My guy moved out state, there dad is clueless on how to raise kids, he whines and complains like a toddler, the kids have only been with him 3 months, since my house is sick right now. I should be the angry woman, but yet I keep pluggin along, I yearn to live in a new state, in a new place where my kids, the almost twins can play outside and dig and just be kids

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