Life

I've been laboring all my life for this that or the other, I wish to rest, in a ideal situation I be with my cowboy cooking and doing what couples do, however this is not that anymore, so I will be with my kids and hang with some pals and enjoy and get them ready for school. I have been asked out but...Guy #2 is looking for a number 2..lol, Guy #3 a friend, Guy #4 a friend and they shall stay that way, I have no interest in anything else with either of them. Life would be so simple if only, but it's not, it won't be and at this point I got work to do, life continues on.

Man oh Man, I'm so bummed, heartbreak heals, you meet new people, but it's hard to wait out without replacing it with something...so i keep healthy snacks around me and try to keep it moving and I'm determined not to shut down and lock out the world, besides I always said if Love didn't work this time I'm done. I will work smart to make my place in the world and be rich happy and travel the world with my kids and extended family, they keep me busy. A woman can never have too many shoes and enough jewelry, perhaps Diamonds are really a girlz best friend..lol

This was a good weekend, summer fun fest, bbq cook out and games for all, the only thing missing was ...you know, but as long as I avoid sad songs and sappy movies, I should be okay, my legs hurt, my accupressure gal says it's cause I'm worried about a man, could be, yea it is. It's been a while. Meanwhile back at the ranch I'm resisting temptation to call an ex, or get involved with the next. I'm giving me some me time, trying create a new career for me, that pays well, I'm good at what I do and somewhere somebody will pay me well for it, then I can get some new digs to live in and watch my babies grow well. So I've outlined my goals and other than a good dye job to my hair and keep exercising to avoid the broken heart= fatty food syndrome, I plan to meditate with God, and do what I always do..keep movin.