Life

So America Land of Brave, home of the free could have the first woman president? The Party affiliation does not matter to me as much as talking to menfolk and venting them. Most would pick anybody other than a woman... Which led me to think, is it because she is not deemed pretty and soft feeling, is it because she is not little and plastic filled with just the right amount of pumps and bumps... I don't think it's all about policy, I think a lot is a Man's vision of what a woman should look like. Her voice is not soft and alluring, but she has a in your face voice filled with big words and plans, and outlines. Could this land of the free, be on the down low hating? The men all look funny they are not hot nor sexy in this decade or the last, but no one expects them to be, they will be leader of the free world. So why is it every man I chat with who usually mentions her name, turn up their nose slightly, oh so slightly. Her IQ is scary high, her qualifications ...

First let me say it's been awhile since I watched the entire Bill Boards...music has gotten so same sometimes, a lot of shows don't appeal to me any longer. I enjoyed Brittney Spears, it took me back to a time before Men O Pause...when life seemed not so hectic, when dating was really fun and done in person...lol Meghan Trainor and 5th harmony were fun to watch ... I enjoyed watching the crowd look at the Go Go's, clearly the young ladies or the millennials had no clue how cool these gals are, I just needed Bananarama to make it perfect...I know that would have cleared the front rows for sure..hahahahah DNCE my hot weather song, just because it requires no thought just fun! Ri Ri did a nice songbird job channeling her inner "Etta". Madge who was dressed as a Elvis Impersonator, sang Sinead O'Connors big hit.......I do realize Prince wrote it, but that song for her voice range? Then Stevie, then the Purple Rain song, yet again.....So much opportunity was...

Never in my life have I felt such a dark feeling. The world seems much colder. My country has revealed, they can't handle the shade of the brown that I wear, they can't handle a leader that don't look like them. Then their is slavery..it happen, Stand in your truth and acknowledge the ugly, only then we can move forward, and remember so we don't repeat. We gloss over color like it don't matter, but it does, that's the way people are in general. The police, the ones we should run to for help, we often must avoid, this ain't new, I've been hearing real life stories since I was a little girl who grew up with STRESS. It must be acknowledged and addressed, I'm sick of people trying gloss over it like it's just paranoia or if you didn't break the law....yeah, but, but what laws exactly state death by shooting or beating because of jaywalking, petty misdemeanors? Everyone has an opinion, until trouble comes your way. Drugs...the new one of ch...

My newly single friends come in a variety of shades, shapes and desires, but one thing always seems true. The men bounce back faster and get back in the swimming pool of dating before a lot of the women. Men will comb over, tuck in belly and all, put on those Mr. Green Jeans blue jeans and get out there, meanwhile we are in the gym or the kitchen or online...... I admit, I replaced some good loving with food, it happens, good love=chocolate and all the yummies, but i'm back to exercise, as I've discovered, once you cross another age bridge, evicting fat requires more. It sets up apartments, houses and condos, so I really gotta push push push....., 80/20% now 90/10% workouts. Some of my girlfriends, date online..which always have creeped me out. I don't do blind dates, so why would I do online...eww. I don't want to be catfished which is pretty much a con, some boob figuring you will get to know them first through the fairy tales they post online, they by the time...