Life

OKAY AS THE SEASON CHANGES, I AM BECOMING AWARE OF THE FACT I AM ONCE AGAIN ALONE..THE OBJECT OF MY AFFECTION IS 22 HOURS AWAY FROM ME..UGH, AND THE REPLACEMENTS AVAILABLE ARE A NO. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT IT'S OKAY FOR MEN TO TELL US THEY ARE NOT INTERESTED OR JUST DON'T CALL OR RESPOND, WE HAVE ICE-CREAM CHOCOLATE FOR ME AND THEN WE MOVE ON...HOWEVER, WHEN THEY WANT US AND WE ARE NOT INTERESTED, WHY THE ATTITUDE, THE CONTINUED PESTERING, THE HINTS AND SOMETIMES THE ANGER? I AM AT THE AGE WHERE I KNOW WHAT I WANT, HOW I WANT IT AND THE WHOM(S) I WANT IT FROM. TO THOSE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND THERE ARE 10,552 WOMEN FOR EVERY MAN, SO FIND ONE AND KEEP IT MOVING. WHEN A GENTLEMAN THAT I REALLY FEEL APPROACHES, AND WE CONNECT IT WILL BE GOOD ALL AROUND, NO FAKING, NO PRETENDING TO LIKE ETC, IT WILL BE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL....FUN!

>Why is it the person you knew first, who had opportunity to be with you from jump and was perfectly happy to be your friend, decides they want you after you become involved with someone else they know in the circle of friends..I don't get it; Is it some man territorial thing, I don't want you untill someone else does? Next is why is trying to be all I can be hard, I'm still looking for a job, the one i had dried up, I volunteer at the spot, hoping a part time gig pops up so i can get a ride, i'm stressed bigtime what's a girl to do?